Use my pain as a weapon shit get lethal (it get lethal)
It hurt the most when you can't put trust in your own people (damn)
Crazy how the ones closest to you be so see through (be so see through)
The ones that neva do shit for you always need you (Yeah)
I been real unavailable (Yep) very much relatable (Yep)
Life be so questionable god it's just a test I know (I know)
Yeah I'm still blessed I know (I'm blessed)
Less up on the stress I know
Tryna be the best under pressure imma vet I know
Man a part of me broke I'll neva heal (I'll neva heal)
Felt a pain real deep I thought I a neva feel (thought I'll never feel)
Life be hella crazy this shit get really real (it get really real)
I been real patient tired of waiting sum gotta give
Been surviving long enough I'm just ready to live
They don't really know me, nobody know my story (No)
I be stuck thinking like how many came before me
Man that nigga tore me (Tore me) took me out my glory (Glory)
F*cked up my mental far from gentle high and horny (Damn)
This really hit different this real hard to mention
Wanna raise awareness I need y'all to pay attention
The ones who couldn't spit it I'm the voice I hope they listen (Hope they listen)
Broken beyond measures bad habits just to cope (Just to cope)
Yeah I crack jokes I have my days I lose hope (I lose hope)
It really take growth I'm stronger than any problems (any problems)
Unbothered I'm cautious (I'm cautious)
I been living in solace (Aye)
Man I'm scarred for life
You know how it feel for a nigga to take your pride
You know how it feel to cry for help nobody ride
You know how it feel to shed tears till bloody eyes
Man I'm scarred for life
Look
You know how it feel for a nigga to take your pride
You know how it feel to cry for help nobody ride
You know how it feel to shed tears till bloody eyes
Man I'm scarred for life