I'm not used to being on my solo I'm not used to being on my solo
Without you, baby, I'm so low I haven't felt your touch in so long, yeah
Think of your love as a poem All the time I wasted loving on you
You won't forgive me for the things I do You can't forgive me for my one mistake
You hold it against me with hate You're done with so much on your plate
Let me be your island, escape When I think of love, I think of you
I think of you I think of all the shit I put you through Put you second to everyone else
And then I ruined your mental health Fell in love, been under that spell
Five'5and her skin caramel Without you, I feel like I'm in hell
I can't blame you when you bailed Tryna be your superman
But you know I'm drawn to the pits of hell And I can't be who I'm not
God make me pay for my sins If love's eternal, then why is it end
Or maybe what we felt was lust I can't explain my feelings to your ears
So the beat will become my tears Emotionally numb, been that way for years
Dying alone's my only fear Look at this trauma, you can see it in my eyes
Make the engine take some bullshit Now my heart will despise
You wake up, set the edge of the bed And you wonder why you're still alive
Even though all of you has died Carried the weight of the world on my shoulder
And it caused me to break my spine Love is the only killer to life
The only thing that can keep you alive And kill you off inside
And I'm trapped in my goddamn mind I can't express how I feel all the time
But I want you to know this I'd trade my heart for a little love
I'd trade my soul for a little kiss I'd give you the world for eternal love
If I remember you my lady and not my bitch