I've been locked inside my head
For so long I must accept
I should learn how to be patient
Holding on to things like hope
Finding different ways to cope
Instead of girls and getting wasted
For all the people I have been
I'd like to be myself again
Oh I can't do this anymore for now
I can't do this anymore for now
For now, for now
Getting off on attention
But I recoil at affection
Now we're off to her apartment
Then she opens up her mind
As I'm spilling all her wine
She doesn't even seem to mind that
Wish I could love with my shades on
Cause I can't see how I belong
Oh I can't do this anymore for now
I can't do this anymore for now
For now, for now
Walking home 8 am
Head is ringing hair's a mess
I think I might be stuck on repeat
I grew up rosy dreams
But now that I'm in the next scene
I check my coat for the receipt
I'd like to process a return
Buy a new candle yet to burn
Oh I can't do this anymore for now
I can't do this anymore for now
For now, for now