[Intro]
Holy water in my lungs, yeah
Floating like a saint, but I'm done, yeah
Can't feel nothing anymore
Just like daddy taught me before
[Verse 1]
Submerged in these feelings, but I don't drown
Old soul in a young body, wearing papa's crown
Generation's silence flowing through my veins
They said I was different, born without the pain
Baptized in depression, yeah, that shit runs deep
Family tree's drowning but we pretend to sleep
[Chorus]
I'm floating still, yeah
These waters kill, yeah
But I don't fight it anymore
Just like before
I'm floating still, yeah
These pills so real, yeah
Inherited peace in my veins
But it's all fake
[Verse 2]
Mama said I never cried when they dipped me in
Maybe that's the moment all this shit begin
Learned to hold my breath before I learned to speak
Now I'm swimming through this life half asleep
Russian blood runs cold through generations past
Building walls of ice that were meant to last
[Bridge]
Old soul, young face
Trapped in this holy space
Daddy's eyes looking back at me
In this baptism of misery
[Chorus]
I'm floating still, yeah
These waters kill, yeah
But I don't fight it anymore
Just like before
I'm floating still, yeah
These pills so real, yeah
Inherited peace in my veins
But it's all fake
[Outro]
Holy water in my lungs
I've been floating for so long
Maybe peace was never real
Just this numbness that we feel