Dmshann - Dreams Lyrics

You know, I have a dream:
It's an image of myself; an ideal: what I could be
And it judges me, for I am not it yet
And every day that passes, when I don't take a step towards this ideal, makes me feel Guilty, depressed and sad 'cause

I have so many dreams but they all seem impossible to me
Unlikely plausible it seems; so many obstacles, hit my knee
End up in the hospital, but life's not "pausable" and destiny's not "implorable"

That's why i try to live it to the fullest;
Get to the top and try not to give in to all the bullshit
And they try to take me down, so I'm dodging all these bullets but they won't see me Frown, especially now my life's at a bullish

I'm a prankster by nature, that's why in school I had a gangster behaviour it's true
So I thought it'd be cool to put methylene in my teacher's tea so when he'd go to the Bathroom he'd see his pee'd be blue

But it didn't fulfill me inside 'cause I hadn't conceived anything new
I will be someone original, it may be ordeal and it may kill me but at least I'll be between The few who have broke through the schemes, Between sweat and screams
Let no one deceive Me and be free to live my dream
To live my dream

I feel concern toward all this selfishness
Cause If you learn to love you will learn to live
There is no burden that you can't forgive
There is no bourbon you can't learn to drink
There is no action you can't pause to think
There is no attraction that you can't resist
There's no goodness we can afford to miss
There's no experience we can afford to forget

Am I Baudelaire's albatross I ask
I guess not cause I feel more like a peacock
I have wings, but I can't fly
I'm clinged to a place I despise
Where do I go? should I stay or wait till I evolve?
No way I'll go out of my way, 'cause I guess when i pray it won't be enough to obtain What I crave and need
It's so obscene, and unfair that I can't express what I mean

I'm dyslexic, yeah so I guess that's another wait to bear with
Me
And then the pen and paper seems it'll now go on forever
Yet the oblivious speculates the dreams I had and that will never
Be
I'll keep fighting, keep climbing, keep inciting, keep smiling, cease lying, keep admiring Keep
Free

I feel concern toward all this selfishness
Cause If you learn to love you will learn to live
There is no burden that you can't forgive
There is no bourbon you can't learn to drink
There is no action you can't pause to think
There is no attraction that you can't resist
There's no goodness we can afford to miss
There's no experience we can afford to forget

Everything we do is our responsibility
And it's on you if you do get the wrong stability
But unlike what it seems, you won't be alone
You could find a friend but in the end
We might just realize a dream instead.
A dream instead
And if the dream is dead
I dream of...what?