Dmshann - Feel Watched Lyrics

Damn, I don't understand
DMS, DMShann, Shawn
Shit, something feels wrong

I feel watched
Eyes shut, black
Stand back, cause (Why's that?)
I feel watched (By who?)
By red eyes In clouds
Rain, quench
Earth, my birth was loud
I laugh in blood, now
I'm proud and tuff when I'm being watched
No control
I am divulged, evolved but so so old
So so old yet so so cold, cold!
I feel watched
Have I told? No? oh
My bad bro

I need quick nap, wake up, work on my six-pack, make up
I just love gazing in the mirror

Losing myself in my reflection
Seek connection
Feels less like affection is it more like fear?

I feel tired in the morning
Beat my meat to wake but I feel more weak like I've been drained and it feels strange
Like someone peeps on my sin
Makes me feel ashamed

Oh I have so much on me
Have I lost my only love from God?
The other tells me he loves me
But I've always been scared of the dark

My shoulders feel so heavy
He loves me but I'm just a fraud
The other tells me I'm okey
But since then I have felt watched

I feel watched, I feel watched, I feel watched why do I feel watched?
I don't where to go now
Maybe I should go on my own
Without I don't know how
I fear to be left alone

I dream of evil demons as they dally with me
Toying like enjoying taunting me in the void of my dreams
Wake up with a scream
There's a demon on my chest
And I can't move I'm frozen stiff
It tells me that now I'm his and he will never let me rest

I try to reach for the cross, across the bed but my hand won't cease to stop moving
I try to unfreeze whilst still in a frenzy and barely reach the rood
But like bleach my hand burnt when I touched the wood
Unworthy
It's 3 am and I'm all sweaty
Luckily it was a bad dream and yet it make me depressed 'cause I know
There's someone up there staring down while I'm drowning
Shaking his head in disappointment
How can I be buoyant when toil just to be loyal?
I dread the day I drop dead for

Oh I have so much on me
Have I lost my only love from God?
The other tells me he loves me
But I've always been scared of the dark

My shoulders feel so heavy
He loves me but I'm just a fraud
The other tells me I'm okey
But since then I have felt watched