Do us Part - Wither Lyrics

I've wasted my life, as time passes by thinking
Everything would work out just fine
And I've said it before a thousand times
I can't keep on living a lie
Breeee
I
I've been searching for a sense of meaning
Constantly confounded by these senseless Feelings
As I rest, it seems I only wither
Slowly rotting away, the stench forever lingers

It seems like god doesn't wanna let me rest
I'm up all night with a sting in my chest
When will I ever be
Free from the hell that resides inside of me
Take me away
Far from this place, are our lives forsaken
Wither away
They always said there's no rest for the wicked
Ahhhhhhh f*ck

I've spent all of my life just trying to f*cking Feel alright
Maybe if I keep trying this noose will help me Sleep tonight
There's nothing left
It's all the same
Everyday's filled with f*cking shame
Now f*ck my fate
It's all a waste
I've found a reason to escape

It's killing me
My will is weak
This suffering has got to f*cking stop

I'm paralyzed from all the cortisol
Dangled and breathless my only resolve
Left gagging on my last f*cking breath
To set free my consciousness
What's this
My life
Passing before my eyes
I can't bear another second