Dock Watch Hollow - Vegetable Lyrics

Every time I face my fears, it blows up in my face
From that day on, I knew that I'd be dying in this place
A holding cell, this grave I dug deliberately deep
These thoughts of failure keep me captive, haunt me in my sleep
I promise I don't want to die this life is all I know
I'm just immature as f*ck and I need some time to grow
This stressful situation creates tension in my wrists
So I walk these empty streets with a blunt between my cold dead lips

Factory pressed to be the best I don't quite fit the model
I'm slowly becoming obsessed

'Cause this sadness seems perpetual
And I've made myself a vegetable
And it's really nice to meet you, oh I'm so glad I met you all
Got many people you can call
Who will make sure I'm miserable
'Cause this f*cked up world just can't accept me as an individual

Starved of recognition, I'm a joke, a fraud, a one hit wonder
I'm just delirious from all the pressure that I'm under
I am a sorry, sour soul but my worst fear aren't tangible
Just going through the motions, daily life feels so mechanical

'Cause this sadness seems perpetual
And I've made myself a vegetable
And it's really nice to meet you, oh I'm so glad I met you all
Got many people you can call
Who will make sure I'm miserable
'Cause this f*cked up world just can't accept me as an individual

Stand as still as a statue, as I watch from the backroom
Petrified with fear it almost feels like I have to
It feels like I'm on house arrest, 'cause my world's a f*cking mess
And I've got to make my mark before I fade to nothingness because,
I view this world from different angles, with this bracelet on my ankle
And when I try to speak I choke, its almost like I'm being strangled
I am a prisoner of war who's not sure what he's fighting for
I am the jealousy and hatred you ignore, so fall to the floor