Doctor Jay - Complicated Lyrics

I'm kicking myself cuz I do not know
What I'm gonna do now
I'm asking myself if I was wrong
After all this time
Kinda funny how life likes to pick us up
And throw us around
Well I was thrown up real far and time will tell
If I hit the ground
I chose to run and never look back
And I made it so far
In my head it made sense, making you proud
An impossible task
Condemned to a life that would break me down
If you weren't a part
Well onward I ride to prove to you and I
That I have a strong heart
Deep rooted demons we hide away
People who hurt us, those who lie and betray
We build our worlds without them
Hoping they never find us
Hard to explain, complicated anyway
I wish I wish it was easier
To forgive and forget
Spent year after year thinking I was right
To never let
You or your words or your memories
Through the gate in my head
But it hit me real hard that tomorrow ain't promised to anyone
Yeah
Did I make a cocoon out of arrogance
And a broken heart?
Or did you fail to see how I love to dream
Was it really that hard?
Now the clock ticks away don't know what to say
Felt strange to ask are you okay
So I'm kicking myself cuz I do not know
What I'm gonna do now
Deep rooted demons we hide away
People who hurt us, those who lie and betray
We build our worlds without them
Hoping they never find us
Hard to explain, complicated anyway
Deep rooted demons we hide away
People who hurt us, those who lie and betray
We build our worlds without them
Hoping they never find us
Hard to explain, complicated anyway