Secret thoughts cement
To never leave my head
Let me forget
My body talks out loud
To warn you of what I meant
Enough said
I try too hard
I want to
Disregard
And kill truths
But my hands
Are red and trembling
From lies
That never reach
Your ears
Bracing for comfort
Resting waiting to fall
Outdated estrangements
Are hunting good thoughts
(Nobody wants you)
(Nobody wants you)
Wishing and wanting
Hoping Well what's the point
Overrated engagements
Breed disappointment
(Nobody wants to)
(Nobody needs to)
Try so hard
We like to
Disregard
And hide truths
But my hands
Are scarred from holding
The shards from memories
Of the start