Dogwood Last - 4AM Lyrics

Been out here so long
Seems all sense been turned off
So cold
Don't recognize myself

Can't fix the fault lines
Still I
Keep on trying to find a fixture in my modus
If I'm honest
I can't own the onus
Couldn't own that moment

I don't need loving
I just need something
Other than wondering
The good in my past

All of my lapsing
Love that ain't lasting
Try to move past it
And all I've amassed
All the shit I've amassed

In the light, I see you calling
Couldn't find myself at the end of the line
Keep on circling back, circling back
All that weight tethered behind

Then we were drunk and walking Wythe
And tides were taking hold
I could stay inside these nights
If time would take a note
The past 2 years ain't felt this right
Been harbored close along those lines
Lapping maize
Thats why it's hard to let you go

You clutched the collar of my coat
I brushed my thumb across your cheek
If the pain could let its hold
We could know just what it means

And I can let it go
And I can learn to leave
Cause real kind of care
Is when you know to let it be

Cause I don't need it love
But I ain't good at pacing
Been out here so damn long
Just your warmth
It feels amazing