[ Featuring D-Love ]
The pain that I've endured
I know that I'm close
Still striving to be stronger
That's better than most
Just to be in my right mind
That deserve a toast
Watching them rush to see they finish
I would rather coast
Make sure I'm learning the most
Study all my notes and make my stamp
In case they send for me
Cll these instruments at once feel like a symphony
So much change that I lost count
You think it's simple, please
Only time I'll let them bank is if it's Synchrony
I speak the truth
I never had the time
Envy who
Busy mowing lawn for snakes
Ignoring who I'm closest to
Take a knife through the rib
Then what would you do
If God showed you the real
Would you look for proof
What's yo truth
Would you switch your stance or would you hold true
Fear that pain and let that energy mold you
My only purpose it to do what I'm supposed to
You gotta die to grow through
I just wish that I could
Fast-Forward
To the more than what I asked for
To visions I have seen
Skip passed the in-between
Cause In my dreams I always had more
Wish that I could Fast-Forward
If I could I'd do the dashboard
Healed from the scars
From the pain
Now I'm free
I wonder would that take away
From who I'll grow to be
Look
I know the journey contributes
To building character
I got the stamina plus I'm up for the challenge but
I got my wish it's coming in
Now I'm bagging M's
Cnswered the question if I will
Cause I'm really him
Business booming a hundred thousand to see me
In my harvest season from seeds sewn I am reaping
Family straight my kids' kids gone eat
I finally reached where I'm supposed to be
But I can't remember seeing King get to walk across the stage
Growing into his own
Having to find his way
Seeing all of my sisters fall in love with they living
Crying at all they weddings
Loving on all they children
I thought I would be
Better if I could avoid the tough road
But I gave up much more
Things that people live for
Thought that skipping stress would be the best and bring me peace
Now I'm mourning all I missed and I can't sleep
Damn I wish that I could
Rewind
Pick up on everything I missed
Met my goals
But I can't reminisce
Got all I wanted
But I ain't really free
Can't recognize who I see
Man I wish that I could
Rewind
I'm up now I wish I could switch
Pressure made me rush to win
But how could I forget
This ain't what I meant
When I mentioned change
Let me put it into frame
I just wish that I could
Fast forward
Fast forward
Fast forward
Fast forward
From the pain and misery
Could you take the pain from me
Wish that I could
Fast forward
Fast forward
Fast forward
Fast forward
From this pain and misery
But is it really bad as it seems