[ Featuring AVEVO ]
I feel like ain't no perfect way for me to right my wrongs
Like I don't have time to feel for real cause life goes on
Feel inferior to pictures that I see on the screen
Like my imagination flawed
And I can't live my dreams
I feel devastated
From falling flat or just short of my goals
Like I'm weak and need to speak on things
That no one knows
To a stranger who can listen to my anger
And dissect all of this pain without thinking that they in danger
Of losing they friend
Losing they family or lover, not bracing for force
Or saving face and need to cover up all of they wounds
Me being real might just uncover
Or skeletons in the closets of those who was getting over
Feel like every single move I make is not enough
Like being selfless really selfish and can not be love
Feel like the only time I'm good enough is when they f*ckin up
Cnd now you need to call Dolla & I'm pulling up
I think that's the issue
I find value in helping others succeed
But not in helping myself
That feel too much like greed
I pour until nothings left
Only the air I breathe,
Cnd consistently tell myselF
That that's all of the help I need
Lying to the mirror
Closed doors, crying to the mirror
Feel like if I could just do me my vision would be clearer
Like if I had accomplished more before we would be straight
Like if I had the perfect plan my purpose would seem nearer
You ever felt like making time was still a waste of time
Cause when it's time and you done made it
Production ain't on your mind
It's less about the grind
And more about fulfillment
Feel like if I could find some answers that would heal my spirit
Or make me feel I'm near it
Near a better soul
Just need to feel I've lived my life before the curtains close