Dollface Jessie - Traumatized Lyrics

Traumatized
Traumatized
I think I'm traumatized
From all the homicides
My family, they lied
Too many nights I cried
You wouldn't know if you met me today that
All the shit that I've been through man
I've been through hell and back and that's a fact that's a fact
It started when I was a child
My parents busy getting high while their children run wild
I was a mother at six my siblings, They were my kids
I grew up way before my time, but don't you worry because I'm fine
It made me who I am today
They say that struggle builds character anyway but damn
I made a lot of Mistakes
Cause I was hungry and I never had a plate forced to be on demon time
I had to take these memories, a haunted me. I can't escape
I'm traumatized
I think I'm traumatized
From all the homicides
My family, they lied
Too many nights I cried
I've been misguided so it's in me. I can't hide it
I tried to do the right thing but there's some things I can't change
Like the way that I think I'm always on survivor mode
Think everyone is out to get me so I'll never trust a soul
My heart is cold. My vision is blurry and I just don't know
Why life is tryna to break me down, but I won't fold
This pain is killing me. I gotta let it go
I'm traumatized
I think I'm traumatized
From all the homicides
My family, they lied
Too many nights I cried