split an atom Video (MV)

I want my voice to sound calm and collected
Tell me that I'm handsome
Tell me that you meant it
Tell me that my worries were unfounded in the end
That your friends all like me, and the world makes sense
I wanna write a song that lingers
I wanna split an atom when I snap my fingers
We're all just animals
Why did we stand up
You're gonna miss it all
If you don't give it enough
Give your life, give your mind, give your sanity
Melt away into all of my depravity
Run it back, do the math, it's a tragedy
Just don't ignore me
I wanna find meaning written in the sand
I wanna get ahead
Catch me if you can
Tell me that I'll never ever cry again
Like when my wife got cancer and I screamed til I bled
I wanna live a life that lingers
I wanna split an atom when I snap my fingers
We're all just animals
Why did we stand up
You're gonna miss it all
If you don't give it enough
Give your life, give your mind, give your sanity
Melt away into all of my depravity
Run it back, do the math, it's a tragedy
Just don't ignore me
I've checked off all my favorite sins
But I kind of wanna hide inside
Ignore the light
My patience has been wearing thin
So I will never grow old
Come out, let's ride this high
The doctor says no kids for now
Oh why
So tell me what the hell will I leave behind
I've checked off all my favorite sins
But I kind of wanna ride this high
Ignore the light
We're all just animals
Why did we stand up
You're gonna miss it all
If you don't give it enough
Give your life, give your mind, give your sanity
Melt away into all of my depravity
Run it back, do the math, it's a tragedy
Just don't ignore me