Trying to meet expectation but I ain't the same
Wondering how I could be broken but still claim I'm changed
Time after time, it's the same mistake on a new page
No eraser on my pencil so I guess I'm to blame
In a constant day dream, what's ahead of me now
If I could just see, myself through this facade
But I tend to sabotage, I tend to sabotage.
I tend too, ruin my health, betray myself, my heart all on the table
I tend to sabotage, I
Fading, fading, fading
I'm not waiting
Waiting, waiting, waiting for myself
To give myself the honor
Of breaking another promise
I know that you're betting on it
I've been waiting on it, on it
In a constant daydream
What's ahead of me now
If I could just see, myself through this facade
But I tend to sabotage, I tend to sabotage
I tend too, ruin my health, betray myself, my heart all on the table I tend to Sabotage.
I... I, I, I, I .....
I tend to (ah)