Trying to find, a place to hide
Killing all the memories that I left behind
Said goodbye to the moon in the sky
Just know, I am tired
I was just trying to see how many people will leave
Never thought of it that much but now that I can see
I go on, day by day
Tell my brothers I'm okay
Tell my sisters and my parents that one day I'll fade away
I've been trying my best, but it just wasn't enough
Try to keep my composure as the world around me shuts
Thinking of all the times when I tried to bluff
But I lost control, right away, to the moment it all struck
All I want is you to see me
Not just as a friend but somebody you believe in
Not just in the background, I want you to see me
So I'll scream your name, hope it's the echo you're receiving
But there's nothing you just give me that look
Turn the pages over and sometimes you'll close the book
Now there's nothing left for me and you
All that was, was never true
So I'm killing all the memories and that you'll come through
Trying to find, a place to hide
Killing all the memories that I left behind
Said goodbye to the moon in the sky
Just know, I am tired
Trying to find, a place to hide
Killing all the memories that I left behind
Said goodbye to the moon in the sky
Just know, I am tired
And now I'm sitting drowning in this agony
The pictures all went black
And there is nothing left inside of me
All of this, so true
All my thoughts, for you
Vanished in the sand as the smallest wave came through
I can't deny, neither lie
It's much worse at night
All these thoughts in my head
Where your voice resides
Framed a picture of your face
And our last goodbyes
Like a daydream, in the color of your eyes
But damn I feel so miserable
The pain in my chest, visible
Wear my heart on my sleeve
Hope one day, it won't be so blue
Hope that one day, I will give it all to you
And you keep it like a treasure
Which the hands of god have made for you
But there's nothing you just give me that look
Turn the pages over and sometimes you'll close the book
Now there's nothing left for me and you
All that was, was never true
So I'm killing all the memories and that you'll come through
Trying to find, a place to hide
Killing all the memories that I left behind
Said goodbye to the moon in the sky
Just know, I am tired
Trying to find, a place to hide
Killing all the memories that I left behind
Said goodbye to the moon in the sky
Just know, I am tired
I'm tired
Now I burn in this fire
I'm tired
Living in my own head denying
I'm tired
Now I burn in this fire
I'm tired
Living in my own head denying