Domi Rash - Keep My Head Up Lyrics

See I been down and out And can't get up
Tryna find my way to do better
It's like my life won't let up
I gotta keep my head up
See I just wanna hustle Like I'm back up in the ghetto
Tryna get this bread up
I been emotional a while
It's like my life won't let up
I gotta keep my head up

They say mental health is real and I believe that shit
It's on my mind I wondered why I keep on breathing shit
And on my life I swear I thought that I'd defeat the shit
I'm up and down then up and down, I just repeat the shit
They say a nigga can't complain like I can't speak and shit
So many times I typed it up and then delete the shit
Like if I say something a nigga looking weak and shit
This what I deal with on the daily every week and shit
I been
Living in fantasy land
Can't share the secrets bruh
And I can't talk to nobody they keep on leaking stuff
So I just sip on my bottle it ain't no linking up
I get insomnia Nigga, my eyes don't blink enough
So I just focus on the money like it make me good
Cuz I can't find an escape
Aint like I'm taking drugs
They looking at me like "aye Domi you gone make it nigga"
When deep inside I'm breaking up like I can't take it nigga

See I been down and out And can't get up
Tryna find my way to do better
It's like my life won't let up
I gotta keep my head up
See I just wanna hustle Like I'm back up in the ghetto
Tryna get this bread up
I been emotional a while
It's like my life won't let up
I gotta keep my head up

I been living in the dark and making bad decisions
I keep on cutting at my heart I'm making mad incisions
I'm not content with the average I like lavish living
These suicidal ideations got me spazzing nigga
It don't matter how many songs I make
How many poems I right
Anxiety keep on resurfacing
Got drippin' palms at night
I tried to read the Bible
But it's
It's only Psalms I like
These problems keeping on coming for me
It's like I'm born to fight
I got my head up but mama I'm down
I get my bread up it help me calm down
I got a leg up and I can't come down
Seen too many in the hood getting gunned down
And I don't feel good I wanna run now
Damn I'm on the run
A nigga get complacent like this as good as it come
But if hold it in then my nigga I think I'm done

See I been down and out And can't get up
Tryna find my way to do better
It's like my life won't let up
I gotta keep my head up
See I just wanna hustle Like I'm back up in the ghetto
Tryna get this bread up
I been emotional a while
It's like my life won't let up
I gotta keep my head up