Today, submerged amidst thoughts
Immersed in the cosmic consciousness
Seeking the inexistent trifle
Among gods and pagan demons
Meditating in an astral world
Between light and darkness
The wish of knowing dominating me
Rummaging where life and death are in communion
I feel a guide in this path
But i cannot see its face
I cannot hear its voice
Only a slight sigh, a slight whisper
An emotionless whisper, emotions whether human or divine
Where am I, Could it be the nonexistence
Could it be the melting of creation and destruction
Or is it just the Kriya state that leads me to this feeling
But if this is real, Where do this whispers come from
Those that bewilder and enlighten my mind at the same time
It's a state I don't want to leave, It's the existential ecstasies
It is deep bliss, It is to live in death
Time does not exist, distance either
What I desire materializes
I move through thousands of worlds
And dispel in thousand words
Cosmic illumination, infinite obscurity, Nirvana, astral ascension
I do not discern my soul from my mind
I feel I am one with the matter
To be immersed in inherent cosmos
The end and the beginning of the journey of the seeker
Now I understand the whispers, I know who dictates them
It was the not-I voluntarily acting
I did not know it dwelled in me
I did not know its motives
It was it who provoked me to quest
To abandon the earthly world of the simple and mere feelings
And explore the chaotic sensation of living the not death
Now I know, now I understand
I know what I want, I know what I wish
Today I bring myself back to life in the acausal journey of the seeker
Now the journey starts, though I understood the whispers this path is not clear
Forms I never saw materializes and vanish in front of me
Do they want me to proceed or its motive is to prevent me finding The Forbidden
I will find out