In 2019 I was plotting on robbing my neighbors
If we're keeping it real, you sold me a pill
Don't act like you did me a favor
You can't scare me for shit
I was only kid when they put my neck up to the razor
And even then they couldn't crack me
So what makes you think that you different
When I put that f*ck in an ambulance backseat
Aye, if you touch me you die where you lay
I was 18 ducking a case
I took ****** in a day, poking holes in her face
Rest assured that I'm keeping her safe
And I'm saving a space for you too
And I know that she hate me, it's cool
You a bitch, you ain't picked up a stick since high school
Making beats ain't nobody could hop on
Interstate with the top down, wasted
Flexing on rappers that I got the drop on
All these hoes so f*cking basic
Talk shit but don't f*cking prove it
Talk bricks but don't f*cking move it
Tote straps but don't f*cking shoot it
Say you'll kill me then f*cking do it
Said I'd go sober in 2020 now I'm 20 and geeked
When I fall asleep on the E
I see my death on repeat
High at the crib, it's just Marnie and me
I want you to tell me it hurt you to see
I'm trapped in the places I promised that I'd never be
So what did I mean?
I told you I wanted to quit and I lied through my teeth
I still put myself on the screen
I still leave the money alone in the deep end
I still wanna go back to xans
I still hit the blocked text with a resend
Two hands, two cords, two rings
No matter what happens, I'm still just a puppet on silk strings
"Don't you ever just go with your feelings?
Hm? Yeah, sometimes. You?
Always... There."