Life was different then before we harbored our resents
It's crazy how it flies, the lazy days, later nights
I'm 25 and change but change is nowhere near in sight
Despite all that I said, I hope you'll be alright
The hope is not unfounded as I live to tell the tale
I'm stoked for now I'm grounded, the silver linings there
The silver turns to dust, it's a reflection of the psyche
Don't tell me that it's over when it's down to You and I
Conformity and love and missing places I belonged
I'm casting different shadows as I sort through all my wrongs
I'm miss the older me and while I long for current you
The difference set between us was enough to cut us through
Forgetting all the reasons that we drew it to a close
I'm letting all the seasons wash away my wills and woes
Another month elapses and I'm slowing to a crawl
Abusing all synapses as I'm dwelling on it all
Been feeling trapped for so long
This life, it's dragging me along
Falling through the simulation
Lost in all these sensations
Drifting carelessly away
Seeking peace within a grave
I long for us within my memories
You and I would be the end of me
You'd pierce me with those eyes, you'd kill me with that look
Don't say I didn't try, I know the risk you took
So tell me what you see, I'll force a course correct
Or pin it all on me, I'm sick, this ride
You got me doing spins, I'm sick of coasting up and down
I hope it's all a stint because I'm broken all around
And who's to say you're feeling motions in the ways I do?
The metaphors on oceans aren't enough to spill my truths
Before we broke it off, we kicked it, normal as we would
The summer turns to fall, you think that kicking it is good
You know I'm yet to shift and last we talked you're doing well
I'm sick of us and this, my fault we didn't gel
The choices that I made, they haunt me in my dreams
You're etched into my brain, I see that smile bream
Your voice echoes the same, yet the shadow doesn't cry
I hate what I became, without You there's no I
I know someday you'll come along
Through your ways, you'll never right your wrongs
You're aimless- there is no destination
At this point there is no correlation
Love's an act you can't portray
So please, let former bonds decay
We'd never work, in all sincerity
You and I should stay a memory