Hopeless Video (MV)

Where did I go I'm no longer the same
Like I'm missing something inside my brain
What used to be is no longer there
Where did I go and why don't I care
Time's running out the longer I'm gone
It's getting harder to find my way home
I missed so much, not getting it back
My tunnel vision has led me off track
Where did I go so wrong
Have I known it all along
I was selfish it seems
Only thinking of me
Now I'm wondering why
Here I am again, just like last time
So focused in I think everything is fine
I'm in my own world and I don't notice
Life's moving on, maybe I'm just hopeless
Been here before and it's always the same
So this is what it's like to be insane
Do the same things, expect something new
Proving again the definition is true
I don't know where to go from here
Start over or disappear
This I know - it ain't right
Out of mind and out of sight
Where did I go so wrong
Have I known it all along
I was selfish it seems
Only thinking of me
Now I'm wondering why
Here I am again, just like last time
So focused in I think everything is fine
I'm in my own world and I don't notice
Life's moving on, maybe I'm just hopeless
No doubt I should know better
I guess it's easier for some
Should be a wake up call
Staring down the barrel of a gun
Where did I go so wrong
Have I known it all along
I was selfish it seems
Only thinking of me
Now I'm wondering why
Here I am again, just like last time
So focused in I think everything is fine
I'm in my own world and I don't notice
Life's moving on, maybe I'm just hopeless