Don McCollom - Turmoil Lyrics

I'm smarter than no one and dumber than most
I throw a big party and laugh at the host
There's no more pretending on where I come from
The bottom is pulling me back to a bum

The pictures is broken but stuck in my mind
I'm sinking from fortune and on the decline
The path that was chosen free will not my own
The limits of this life are all cut in stone

Turmoil will cease when I die
I'll be at peace so please don't cry
Just raise a drink say a good word
I'll be delighted to be back in the herd

I am the best layman that there ever was
A true unprofessional bee without buzz
A horny traditional dog without lead
A mixed up intentional man drinking mead

I'm not very good at games people play
The dots don't connect their scattered away
The drums that I beat are different than theirs
The eyes all roll up and nobody cares

Turmoil will cease when I die
I'll be at peace so please don't cry
Just raise a drink say a good word
I'll be indicted back to the herd

This madness I harness it leads me astray
My logic has parted my brain won't obey
When all I am continues to be ignored
I will get much louder and beat on a board

This lack of self confidence holds me right down
Success will keep crumbling never be found
My song will get louder but no one will hear
Our minds are so clouded with whiskey and beer

Turmoil will cease when I die
I'll be at peace so please don't cry
Just raise a drink say a good word
I'll be excited to be back in the herd

I can't delay this message that I want to send
Or make an excuse this muscle won't bend
Messed up emotional block in my head
Will be my succeeding at failure instead

My timing is off I'm all out of luck
Conform or be hated I don't give a f*ck
So many questions that I don't agree
My mind is a desert a tumbling sea

Turmoil will cease when I die
I'll be at peace so please don't cry
Just raise a drink say a good word
I'll be united back to the herd

Nobody listens it has become clear
I'm not debating my misguided fear
Rejection and progress I am in turmoil
All of my hats aluminum foil

If you don't like me I don't give a damn
I'm a creation of burger and spam
Two shots of bourbon a pint of dark ale
Only thing missing a puppy dog tail

Turmoil will cease when I die
I'll be at peace so please don't cry
Just raise a drink say a good word
I'll be invited back to the herd