TRIEDSOHARD Video (MV)

Yea, yea, aight, okay
Everything got me bored
I ain't felt no relation
I was staying up 'til the morning
Putting that on my patience
And everything felt forced
All this shit I been facing
Don't call me when you know that I feel
Some type of way, but
If I pick up do you know what I'm saying
If it's silence do you know just what to say when
If I say that I'm cooling that's a lie
Cuz you know that I been thinking 'bout my life
And all the shit that I done seen
When I told you all about it came across a bit extreme
But I swear this is reality, exactly as it seems
See its petrifying me, and it's terrifying me
Yea I grew up on that south side shit
Yea I grew up on that south side shit
We ain't had shit, I recall them times
We was
Hurting on our backs like, a million times
I made it back in, I was trapped in
Local trap shit, it was blowing
Age fourteen, I was smoking, I was drinking
'Round the homies
Was about round that time
Tried to cut off my life
Tried to cut off our lights
Had to go out, raise them funds
Ma I know you been working hard
From the outside
It don't look like much
But you look tired
And I know that you been stressed
And you just cried
You tried so hard to hide the
Pain
Pain
Pain
To hide the
Pain
Pain
Pain
Soon as I, popped off and went apeshit
Fell off since I lost grip
Cuz I popped tabs, dealt with crushes
Lacking confidence, I ain't pursuing shit
Exhaling fumes, taking shrooms a bit
Maybe I would learn to read a room a bit
Brother got caught up in the drugs for the payroll
Clients coming in, out the house everyday though
Had to shut it down cuz the threat of a raid though
If they say so
And I'm k but behind on payments
I don't say shit cuz I'm f*cked up
It don't pay well to be out here
It's so cold out in these streets, it's so cold
And my room ain't been insulated too well
So I swear it's so cold
But if we make it through the winter
Then I'll see you in the summertime
In the summertime
Cuz all the sun out in July
Wakes me up, and makes me realize
We can't be
Holy
You holding on too
Closely
I'm meant to be
Lonely
And that's why I'm so
Whole with you by my side
Don't let me go
Damn that f*cked me up
You tried so hard to hide the
Pain
Pain
Pain
To hide the
Pain
Pain
Pain
I like people that are self-expressing
And um
I don't believe in downgrading for
People that believe in their own separate ideas
I mean, if a person really, you know
Wants something, they'll go out and get it, right
Well I found something too
Because like, you have to give up a lot
Just to find yourself