Dondi - Growing Lyrics

What if I
What if I never get better than what I am
What if I can't

What if I
Spend all of my life making the same mistakes
Wandering around this desert place
Wondering why I can't find no peace of mind

What if I
What if I run out of time

Well the growing never stops because
I know I can't stay here
In this place where my reality
Becomes my greatest fear
And the growing is a sweet friend
Cuts you open, leaves you bleeding sayin'
This will be for good in the end

What if I
What if I what if I what if I can't decide
What it is I want out of life

What if I
Spend all of my days going back and forth
Never really sure what I'm livin' for
Like the man who built his house on the sand
Is that who I am

Or am I more
Than the sum of my past

Well the growing never stops because
I know I can't stay here
In this place where my reality
Becomes my greatest fear
And the growing is a sweet friend
Cuts you open, leaves you bleeding sayin'
This will be for good in the end

Well if I'm living for myself than am I living
Because the source of all my pain is self-inflicted
I go in circles but the puzzle's never finished
I search for answers but there's always something missin'

And if I'm living for myself than am I living
'Cause I was made for so much more than self-fulfillment
Yeah I was made as a reflection of Your image
I'd be a masterpiece if I let You finish the work in me
And now

The growing never stops

Well the growing never stops because
I know I can't stay here
In this place where my reality
Becomes my greatest fear
And the growing is a sweet friend
It's the change that I've been needin' sayin
This will be for good in the end

What if I
What if I put my whole life in Your hands
Everything that I am