Dondi - Part of the Plan Lyrics

I'm here again somehow
And eventually this is gonna be the end of me
Freaking out
Trying hard to stay above the waves
And save my faith
But I am going down
I keep tryna walk on water but I keep sinking
I'm stretching out my arms I'm reaching
But I don't understand
And I can't seem to get ahold of all of these doubts in my head
But if You're listening then say yes
This is part of the plan
Can't find contentment within myself
Just some broken wings and a list of things that I could've been
But I want out
Before these thoughts in my head suffocate
What hope that I have left
But I am going down
Where do I go now
I keep tryna walk on water but I keep sinking
I'm stretching out my arms I'm reaching
But I don't understand
And I can't seem to get ahold of all of these doubts in my head
But if You're listening then say yes
This is part of the plan
I'm tryna walk on water but it's slippery
Skin soaked wet to the bone and I'm shivering
I take another step
There's a splash and a crash
And I'm sucked back under
See the bubbles as I gasp
In this ocean of my own tears
My own fears start to overwhelm me
But then You're here
And as Your hand pulls me right back up to the shore
I remember who I'm doing this for
And I say
Well I'll just keep my eyes on You
I keep tryna walk on water but I keep sinking
I'm stretching out my arms I'm reaching
But I don't understand
And I can't seem to get ahold of all of these doubts in my head
But if You're listening then say yes
This is part of the plan
I keep tryna walk on water
I'm stretching out these desperate hands
So tell me 'cause I'm going under
Is this part of the plan
I keep tryna walk on water (I am walking on water)
Help me I don't understand (I am walking on water)
Of all these things that pull me under
Are they part of the plan
I keep tryna walk on water
I keep tryna walk on water