Shifty Bonds (2020 Demo) Video (MV)

Laugh a bit together we do
Yet I remember when I felt you too
Just like every other time, at some point it was bound to run dry
Am I to keep chasing some evanescent next word
Now sodden in disconcerting distance
Wan tidings, untidying my strained hope of inviolate
Inured to my perpetual sense of vulnerability

In theory I'd stop
In such precarious tracks
But where does that lead?
Now I'm only hiding

This imminent contraindication in every foreseen direction
Begs me to forget you, cling to you in shame all yet none true
From the age of 6 til the admitted penance
How do I identify when they seemingly all so conflict?
Is each impermanence only indicate of my addiction
Desperation to cling to ideas for idealized morality's sake
She's oh so fickle
Suppose I admit they coexist, how would I exit our

Shifty bonds
Though by incident
Doesn't change how we'd frequent
So I'll thank you with and without you

Catch up, no you're not okay
That's okay it's the reg'
Won't jump to conclude that you've made
A mistake, no not no more
I like my own time to forgettably blame myself
At the intentional addition of another
It's been "where's the flow, should I go, ah dammit I knew it, I blew it"
Isolate the variable
Now it's seems much more
Attainable
Complex enough on its own
Gotta own it at some point gotta plug her back in
Still just procrastinatin' but it's got me thinkin how
Some things really do take time
With my memory failing, I'm flailing
But in theory I'll spend each moment at a time