Of course I want you to be better, heal the pain within
Of course I want you happy, free from your past sins
Of course i'd like to see you smiling once again
But am I a bad person if I know that wont happen?
Should I pretend your actions had never happened
The names and pain and hate wash out with the rain
The constant bitterness you always seemed to show
Or am I just a piece of shit for hoping that you'd go?