Don't Explode! - Still Alive (But Not Alive) Lyrics

(Stefan in 2009)
Alright
One, two, one...

Still alive, but lost the drive to keep on truckin' on
Still alive, but at night I spiral in again
Still alive, head up high staring to the sky
Still alive, somehow I'm still f*cking alive

Dodge the gaze at the mirror
Hide your face, show no fear
Apathetic to life's drive
Still alive but not alive

Still alive, but not the kind that's quality of life
Still alive, numb to emotion passing through the day
Still alive, but I despise anything but sleep
Still alive, how am I still f*cking alive

Isolation hold it dear
Crave attention when it's near
Introversion what you strive
Still alive but not alive