Deja Vu. Video (MV)

This Deja Vu I've seen days like this
Spent years at the crib don't call don't
Kick it wit no soul mama cook the chicken
With the spinach with no rolls
Tell me where I'm going cuz I ain't knowing
Nothing like I thought though got ta take my time
My mind been blocked though don't get caught in the potholes
Stuck at the bottom for right now but not long
This just the beginning
This just the beginning
This just the beginning
This just the beginning
This just the beginning
This just the beginning
This just the beginning
This just the beginning
This just the beginning
This just the beginning
This just the beginning
This just the beginning
This just the beginning
This just the beginning
This just the beginning
Or the ending
They say it's easy but it's not
I keep going but I forgot what I'm going for
Let this life run it's course running out of words to write
Can't sleep at night anxiety got me feeling high nah low
They hate what they don't understand so I'm alone
Yes I broke my phone sick of looking at it
Smoking weed to numb the pain got me into addict
Rapping cuz it's my dream and passion turned me to an addict
Writing verses shining like a Patek when u broke u got to have it
Tired of watching Ima pass them yes I'm nice but I get passive
When this stress turn me savage and I'm sorry I let u have it
Should of taught me life's a challenge but u learn as u balance
The damages and all the things that's happening and panicking
I got to stop it yes I feel like Anakin I'm walking on the sky
If you talking I don't reply I'm just tryna find my why