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I know i'm down i'm smoking wax instead of a blunt
I know i'm found when the ones that's around switch up
Been feeling down tryna make better but every day sucks
Feeding my soul wit the word the rest is drugs that's for the gut
Body is my temple but it ain't being respected cuz of the ones who made me
Soon turned to the people who hate me only cuz i'm young making my way
It takes patience just waiting for my day so much pain inside
Ion even feel like speaking cuz i enjoyed the day when i died connected wit the Lord
But i still feel hurt on the side mental breakdowns happen prolly twice not gonna lie
Inside i feel pain that i can't even fathom
I keep it to myself and it destroys my talent makes me lose balance
Thoughts of quitting this and my silence compares to my absence tried to show love cuz they don't even see what Happens now I don't even care cuz people won't even feel despair
They stick with they assumptions i can't be Trapped into these corruptions
Been listening to certain instructions so my time here isn't limited or deducted
Inside there has been and eruption of stress anxiety controls my left side best
Smoking weed that helps me
But makes my grandma upset she done raised me so disappointing her wasn't my intent but i did so what can't Make everyone happy if i did i be putting myself thru torment
This event in life teaching me to be content wit the current situation haven't been around the nation we so Underrated tryna make waves but all we make is entertainment agent told me she has no critique except a haircut Yet I'm still not seeing the payment I'm still not a part of anybody's conversation
I'm still out here nameless yet i'm The greatest at this operation
And my generation I'm just lacking in payment and watching hip-hop being wasted