So though there never could've been any doubt
About what continued to happen to me
I learned to turn away from the truth
And so the message was never received
Up there in the misty clouds
God weed meditation doubt
Had a scare was reminded what i'm all about
Praying you don't call me out
As much for your sake at this point
But i'm shakin too fear my truth is meant for you
Sober for 9 months now it's cancer and you're dying
Told you that i love you only partway sure i'm lying
Love is courage now to say my
Love is courage now to say my
Love is courage now to say my
Whole life i've been hiding
I've never been true ever
We have never been true ever