My life been f*cked long before you came along
Just listen, ima try to make a short story long
But if I didn't mean what I said I wouldn't of wrote this song
And that's some true shit
People talk about fallin' in love, I never thought I'd do it
You said you did too I just wanted you to prove it
And you couldn't
Let you go I never thought I would, nah man I wouldn't
But look at where we at
Ion even want you back
You didn't make me mad
I'm just f*cking sad
Cause I'd, give you the world and you can't give me that
Wait
Cause I'd give you the world and you can't tell me how you feel
That's a big deal
I can't love you, I don't love myself
I rap cause it's the only thing that helps
How you so cold but make my heart melt?
Real pain yeah I know how it felt
I get chills when I see you
All these girls wanna be you
And I never thought I'd leave you
But I had to do what's best for me
Tryna build a good life
I think I got the recipe
Heard about my dope dick
These girls just want sex from me
I don't
Know what
To do
I'm numb
I don't
Know what
To do
I'm numb
And the part that hurts me is you thought that I was okay
Homie beggin' how you like your days
You f*ckin' with that sunshine
You f*ckin' with that Raine
Ion even know, but I think I lost both
F*ck that man, I think I lost hope
Tryna find love when I'm in a dark place
I seen the Devil swear to God that's an evil face
I just wish the demons go away
But I think they're here to stay
So I gotta play these games
While these bitches throwin' dirt on my f*ckin' name
It's a shame I gotta go through pain to change
Who's to blame for this shit?
I'm just tryna make a name in this shit
I'm just tryna get my goals for these kids
I'm not tryna die if it's lame what I did
Tryna make sure it's insane what I did
But ion even know
I'm so close to letting go
I'm so close to letting go
I don't
Know what
To do
I'm numb
I don't
Know what
To do
I'm numb