When It's Over Video (MV)

Spending time on thoughts that make me sad
If I was blonde would it all go to plan?
In twenty years will I say it's easy
All alone 'cause nobody sees me
Take a guess but I think think it's clear as hell
What am I gonna do with myself?

I always found it it sad
I always found it kind of strange
That all my prospects disappeared when I saw your face
I'm never really mad just tepid when I feel this way
Dreaming 'bout a future leaves a gaping hole I can't escape

When it's over, am I sober?
Or begging for life cos I never tried?
And the world turns
And my heart burns
It ain't my time
No I just can't cry cry
Wounds hurt they do
But you stitch them so you won't die die
The chance is you knew all along
But you never saw the signs

And all actions have consequences so it seems to be
Pacing up and down why the hell, why can't I breathe
I search the library books and every stupid website page
Searching for some answers that can finally leave me unscathed

When it's over, am I sober?
Or begging for life 'cause I never tried?
And the world turns
And my heart burns
It ain't my time
Not I just can't cry cry
Wounds hurt they do
But you stitch them so you won't die die
The chance is you knew all along
But you never saw the signs

And the leaves are turning
And my heart is burning
And I'm not deserving
And I just can't kept it all in sight
Is it all concerning
That I'm never earning
And my breaths aren't working
And all of this just don't feel right