Double Entendre - Don't Show Lyrics

I don't see myself for who I really am
I don't recognize me, not familiar

Just make sure it never
Shows, the curse is never
Broken, prefer to be left
Alone (depression just an urban legend
I get you're upset but I don't think you learn your lesson), it's your
Fault, and if nothing else, certain death is
Close, just mad that I'm not
Okay

Lot of people know me, can they fill me in?
I don't see myself as a civilian
I don't see myself, chameleon
I don't see myself for who I really am

I don't recognize me, not familiar
They say "that's wassup" and I believe it
All I know about me is I'm brilliant
I don't waste my wisdom pledging allegiance

I just soak in hollowness and guiltiness
I don't share this shit with my affiliates
Think I'm the only one who actually cares
Only feel alive when I'm killing it

Think about that, not just how hostile he is, if I'm
Living my best life why've I considered death?
Do I mean it or am I being facetious?
Came a long way, like Odysseus

Weren't ever perceptive, just susceptible, everybody know me, but if

I don't, do you? can't see me for who I really am if I walked
Right up to you

I don't know you, I don't care
I don't see you, unaware
I don't see me, I'm scared
Not ready to unveil (sure it never)

Shows, curse was never
Broken, but it's your
Fault

My ugly head just reared
Bitter end I'm going toward
Not of my own accord; it's forced
Don't hear my steps on the floor, can't open

Doors, I don't exist, answer me
This, don't riddle me, question, belittle me
Middle finger, it'll sting once then who's the
Joke on? Fo paux, lumps in your
Throat to choke on, when I'm so gone, only
Risk I run is too far, or hit a stone wall
Chose wrong, can't double back, you double down
So much for slow song, roll to a full stop
So much for go long, tried to hold on, you got me
Thrown off, so long, push me to the edge and
Speculate what I'm going off (it's your fault)

It's your fault, (sorry), it's your
Fault, yeah, uh

I don't see myself for I really am
I don't recognize me, not familiar, make sure it never

Shows, curse was never
Broken, prefer to be left
Alone, (depression just an urban legend, I get you're upset
But I don't think you learned your lesson), it's your
Fault, yeah