Double Guns - Rick Grimey Lyrics

I've got to work myself through, getting out from under
These lower levels, self-defeating blunders
Stuck in addiction too, a greedy need to self-sooth
I wanna feel okay, I hate that I am this way
I need to do the work, to release and embrace these new thoughts
Ascending lower level that keeps me enslaved here
Finding subtle ways to disappoint
An admission of a girded point
I really need a f*cking breakthrough
Swimming in a sea of self loathing bullshit
I can't expect to heal if I'm not allowed to feel
Kill the ego in my mind, pretty soon I will find
I'm not afraid to hurt, I'm not afraid to die
I need to do the work, to release and embrace these new thoughts
Ascending lower level that keeps me enslaved here
Finding subtle ways to disappoint
An admission of a girded point
I really need a f*cking breakthrough
Holding on, not letting go
I've got to kill my ego
I've got to let it go
Kill my ego, gotta let it go tonight