This morning I woke half drunk
Got up got myself home
My head feels like it's been split wide
By a C&O freight train
Left you in bed asleep
Just to cover my retreat
Couldn't face one more conversation
About giving you my name
Lately I'm so much more Abel than Cain
Worn ragged
Lost inside the thought stuck in my head
Worn ragged
Can't take back the things I never said
There's little comfort in
Old desires or drinking
But the loneliness will make ya second guess
On a Sunday afternoon
So I just drop by for one
But the evening is still young
And home don't feel as much like home
As a dimly lit barroom
These days life plays like a guitar out of tune
You give yourself like a mercenary can't get used to ordinary
And ya think you're damned if ya do or if ya don't
This morning I woke half drunk
Got up got myself home
My head feels like it's been split wide
By a C&O freight train