Down Again - Actions & Their Consequences Lyrics

Do you realize that you're lost
Do you know what it is you lost sight of
You've become impossible to watch
It'd be so easy, to turn away and just lose touch
But I care too much
I'm no Thomas, but damnit I'm angry
I try to pray but it's just so frustrating
I'm so tired, so tired of waiting
I try to help, but nothing is changing
Read me the narrative, of actions and their consequences
Tell me how the road to hell, is paved with the best intentions
I'll tell you about my rage, all of the pain
Trying to stay close, while pushing away
Trying to hold on even though it's not the same
And drinking until the thought fades away
I'm no Thomas but damnit I'm angry
I try to pray but it's just so frustrating
I'm so tired, so tired of waiting
I try to help, but nothing is changing
My spirit is broken, and my heart is angst
I'm feeling so hopeless, I've never been so afraid
I'd rather be lifeless, in a forgotten grave
Than live my life with no purpose, than lose my flame
All my friends are leaving
The God I still believe in
And I almost hope I'm wrong
Because a Heaven
Without my loved ones
Doesn't sound quite like home