I Don't Wanna Be Here Video (MV)

Waste my time, still on my mind
And still I try just to get by
Cant stand my life, hold it inside
Act like I'm fine, act like you're right

I think this year I've made it clear
I won't be here, my end is near
Whisper in my ear, tell me what I wanna hear
Hold our memories dear, I don't wanna be here

I don't know what I need best
My heart beats low inside my chest
Got no clue what's coming next
I just want my soul to rest

Things are bad, they always were
I'm always down, I'm always hurt
Is this all my life is worth
Every year it just gets worse

Waste my time, still on my mind
And still I try just to get by
Cant stand my life, hold it inside
Act like I'm fine, act like you're right

I think this year I've made it clear
I won't be here, my end is near
Whisper in my ear, tell me what I wanna hear
Hold our memories dear, I don't wanna be here

All the signs point to the end
I've cut ties with all my friends
I've got pain that just won't mend
I feel light as I ascend

Embrace death with open arms
It holds me close and I feel calm
If I can't love I can't be harmed
I pull the blade across my palms

Waste my time, still on my mind
And still I try just to get by
Cant stand my life, hold it inside
Act like I'm fine, act like you're right

I think this year I've made it clear
I won't be here, my end is near
Whisper in my ear, tell me what I wanna hear
Hold our memories dear, I don't wanna be here