When I'm in my feelings I'm the worst
Thoughts are clouded so I only see what hurts
I just want someone to put me first
Tell me something that will ease my mind
I'm not fine, I'm not fine, I'm not fine
Every time I close my eyes and try to go to sleep at night
All I see are all the things that I don't think I did so right
When I lie awake my heart aches, my heart breaks
I begin to think that pain's my fate, it's every day
I'm so full of hate but craving love
But I can't tell just what you want
I wish I had some nerve so I could talk
I wish that I could suck it up
Wish that I could just grow up
Gotta fight these demons so that someday I'm enough
Life's about the struggle, no such thing as luck
When I'm in my feelings I'm the worst
Thoughts are clouded so I only see what hurts
I just want someone to put me first
Tell me something that will ease my mind
I'm not fine, I'm not fine, I'm not fine
Every time I close my eyes and try to go to sleep at night
All I see are all the things that I don't think I did so right