Under Attack Video (MV)

Tryna sort through things so I can find myself
But end up spending every night by myself
Try to cry for help but there's no one else at all

Gotta wait it out or just end my life
After all this time I don't wanna try
I just wanna die
Let me crawl inside and turn off the light
It's fine

Take me to my grave so I can get some rest
I try to remain brave but I'm hollow in my chest
Try to swallow what you said
But I know it's not what's best
I'm down

So down

I'll try
But I'll die
There's no longer any light inside
It's fine

Tryna brace myself so I can take this blow
I try to make it obvious, you act like you don't know
You just like keeping me low
Then you turn around and go
And you leave me all alone once more

Tryna get away so I've been in my head
When I face my problems it makes me wish that I was dead
And you're pulling at my threads
Pick over everything I've said
So I've been leaving you on read
And you're mad

I just need some comfort because I've been going soft
Someone to give direction to me cause Ive gotten so lost
But you weren't for the cause
Don't know what you even want
Do you love me, do you not
What's the cost

Won't try
I'll still die
There's no longer any light inside

It's bad
But I'll be back
When you no longer have me under attack