I've never felt I've lived up to my life
It all feels so empty, and it makes me feel guilty
In this vacuum of space I see all this perfection arise
But it ain't from my life
So I balter up to Rosenkreuz tryin'a see what I could be
He drew a rose around my heart and said there's deity in me
Oh Father help me find my soul and craft it like mortar
Teach me to embrace the cold as it makes the heart feel warmer
If man is God and life is change between chaos and order
Let me be free of this form from this moment forward
I'm a slave to my habits and not to my will
I don't act, I react through my dogmas instilled as unchanging
But life keeps changing
So I step to the altar and offer myself
I don't care if it hurts if it wards off this ego that hates me
Mother Nature, change me
Oh Mother help me find my soul and craft it like mortar
Teach me to embrace the cold as it makes the heart feel warmer
If man is God and life is change between chaos and order
Let me be free of this form from this moment forward
Oh if I'm a star then this orbit's far
Off course from where I wanna be
Off my path to infinity
Oh if I'm a star then this orbit's far, yeah ooh
If culture's the anchor and Nature's the cure
If change is the answer that life's looking for
Well then change me, come on change me
'Cause I've got faith in my hope and my love for mankind
That we could become something close to divine
Oh God change me, I've got to change me
Oh Nature help me find my soul and craft it like mortar
Teach me to embrace the cold as it makes the heart feel warmer
If man is God and life is change between chaos and order
Let me be free of this form from this moment forward