Dr. Munchy - Love Diary Lyrics

I won't understand
Memories and problems that always stick to my heart
Pulling me closer but it's still tearing me apart

There's never an end once it starts
Now I feel like I'm drifting too far
Wish we could go back but we don't know where to restart
Caught up in my room I feel the chill down to my bones
Black and white my vision is f*cked up I can't tell if it's snowed

Stuck in the past every thought makes me feel so sad
All alone in my room in my feels
Got it real bad got it too bad
Oh well that's my fault I guess I'm tripping
Oh well got damn
Conversation conversation

Now it's just problems and arguments it's complacent
I'm just looking for that real true love shit I've been chasing
Falling apart inside man my heart is breaking
I can't hold on no more
I've been dealing with depression and obsession
I don't breathe a word

Because I don't know who you be telling
I can't let out all of these true feelings
Can't let go it's okay it's gonna be okay
If I get on my knees and I start to pray
Won't show all the pain that's on my face
I just hope for better than it was yesterday
I'm just hoping things will be better today

I won't understand
Memories and problems that always stick to my heart
Pulling me closer but it's still tearing me apart

Things never end and once it starts
Now I feel like I'm drifting too far
Wish we could go back but we don't know where to restart
Caught up in my room I feel the chill down to my bones
Black and white my vision is f*cked up I can't tell if it's snowed

Stuck in the past every thought makes me feel so sad
All alone in my room in my feels
Got it real bad got it too bad
Oh well that's my fault I guess I'm tripping
Oh well got damn
Conversation conversation

Now it's just problems and arguments it's complacent
I'm just looking for that real true love shit I've been chasing
Falling apart inside man my heart is breaking
I can't hold no more