I wish that I was perfect, I know the pill's working
I feel so alone when there's people near me I wanna go home
I know I'm addicted, I wish that I'd fix it
You have no idea what I've been through Calling my phone but I don't wanna see you
I'm drowning in the deep end No one here to save me
Anxiety's a demon Got me shaking going crazy
Every night I'm haunted by the thoughts inside my mind
Trapped inside this darkness I'm searching for a sign
Pop another pill hopes the pain starts fading But the weight of all these secrets
Is the only thing I'm gaining Can't stand the mirror
Wish I saw perfection Instead I see a broken soul
Battling reflections
I wish that I was perfect
I know the pill's working I feel so alone when there's people near me
I wanna go home, I know I'm addicted
I wish that I'd fix it You have no idea what I've been through
Calling my phone but I don't wanna see you
Perky's in the pills they ain't working no more
Fighting off all these demons I can't keep a score
Hearts racing hands shaking I'm lost in a crowd
Wishing I was perfect screaming out loud
I'm drowning in the deep end No one here to save me
Anxiety's a demon Got me shaking going crazy
Every night I'm haunted by the thoughts inside my mind
Trapped inside this darkness I'm searching for a sign
Pop another pill hopes the pain starts fading But the weight of all these secrets
Is the only thing I'm gaining Can't stand the mirror
Wish I saw perfection Instead I see a broken soul
Battling reflections