Don't hang up I need you to listen
Somethings goin on it I could be trippin
Can't feel my face and I got blurry vision
Trapped in my head I got some screws missing
Glock to my side it's fully extended
Styrofoam cup and it's halfway empty
Lungs full of smoke I need some assistance
Up all night contemplating existence
I feel, like I'm a menace I see shit different
The world is cold so is my heart maybe I'm tired of dealing
With all the bullshit I'm goin thru maybe it's time to end it
Don't see the point in moving forward cause my future is empty
I got a bad case of depression and anxiety
Lingering inside that's why I snap on everybody
My heart is corrupted can let the devil snatch it outta me
I'm hurt but I smile like I'm ok don't make it obvious
Like what can I give to have someone just to be proud of me
They say it but don't mean it can't figure out why they would lie to me
Like why tf they do me down? Are they tired of me?
Do my way of thinking steer them away and make'em despise me
I done lost all hope maybe it's time to say goodbye to me
I can hurt but so much of it can really take the life out me
But maybe that's cool cause I know ain't nobody got time for me
And the last thing you'll hear is the sound of a dropping body