Draco - real me Lyrics

(SBP)
Just to feel nice
Yeah it used to feel nice
(where the f*ck is dräco at?)
F*ck 'em, don't wanna hear what they sayin earphones I can't unplug 'em
Huh, it's f*cked up, the real me is so gone nowadays I don't feel nothin
Yeah, I ask myself is this real life, what it feel like
Smokin' weed that's that tree life, used to feel nice
Yeah it used to feel nice
Can you hear me
I got no friendships so nobody can steer me
It's eerie, I'm faded and it's clearly
Insecurities, don't want them to compare me
'Cause they don't know the real me
And even if they did I don't know if they would hear me
Don't know if they would feel me
And if they didn't then I know that it would kill me
I swear I would die just to see the other side and what it be like oh my god
I swear I try, yeah I swear I try but it's hard
No one know the real me
So how could they feel me
I just wanna know what's on their mind
But I don't wanna talk to 'em, I don't wanna talk to 'em
F*ck 'em, don't wanna hear what they sayin earphones I can't unplug 'em
Huh, it's f*cked up, the real me is so gone nowadays I don't feel nothin
Yeah, I ask myself is this real life, what it feel like
Smokin' weed that's that tree life, used to feel nice
Yeah it used to feel nice
(Yeah it used to feel nice)