Who am I to say
I was not afraid
Paralyzed in thought
Mentally distraught
Slowly on decline
Running out of time
Constant damage done
A self inflicted gun
What can I say
All these passing days
All the hours fought
A lesson never taught
They will never see
The light inside of me
Thoughts are running wild
Never cracked a smile
It's a false hope and they will never see
What it's done to me
I can't see my light and they'll never find
What is in my mind
Another restless night
Eyes are cracked and wide
Waiting for the sun
Another day of rum
What can I say
All these passing days
All the hours fought
A lesson never taught
They will never see
The light inside of me
Thoughts are running wild
Never cracked a smile
It's a false hope and they will never see
What It's done to me
I can't see my light and they'll never find
What is in my mind