Drbn - Time Altering Lyrics

Per usual I'm wondering what the purpose is
Persistence feels futile when it ain't working in your favor
But I placed my wager
I can't turn back because there's turbulence
Swerving in the corolla
Roll a couple of joints for these sore joints
Soaring high
It's important I find more joy and ignore the negatives
Snorting sedatives
They don't support your depression
It's just suppress and repeat
Don't let them defeat you
You you're a force to be reckoned with
I implore you
Find something you love and don't ever lose sight
The art in my arteries gave me new life
But part of me died when I had to view my
Mom tell her mom she lost a grandson
Damn that room feels so abandoned

Wish I could alter time before it all turned
Completely upside down
The world feels so much smaller now
Wish I could alter time before it all turned
Completely upside down
The world feels so much smaller now

I still feel your presence
You present yourself in the form of memories
At this present time don't think this storm will ever cease
Left at sea
Is life a present or a curse
Represent the burned
Burned ones
Wish I could of cured
Cured you
Wish I would of heard
Heard you
Screaming for help
So much that I needed to tell you
But I ain't say shit
Now I can't say shit
Except to the dirt
Where you lay in the earth
And I pray that your hurts been dispersed
And you're eternally peaceful
I yearn for our sequel

Wish I could alter time before it all turned
Completely upside down
The world feels so much smaller now
Wish I could alter time before it all turned
Completely upside down
The world feels so much smaller now