Im not crazy, I know Im not
I will not be fooled into thinking I'm, I'm not crazy
Nope nope absolutely not I'm not crazy
Okay well maybe just a lil bit haha
Im hearin' voices (voices) in my head
The angel on my shoulders beggin' me to resist
So many choices (choices) which one should I make
But the devil on my shoulder's got me tempted to break
Skitter bitter titter pitter patterns
Pokin' at the bear and betting the lesser matters
Feeling so dysfunctional so combustable
Like a hall mark movie but less lovable
A-tip tip tip toe-in over cross the line
And sip sip sip goin till every thing feels fine
Walkin' under a ladder seeing a black cat or
Went and broke a mirror seven years and that's that
Weaponizing traumatizing mental pain that never healed
And dealing with the consequence of learning what is really real
Holding onto fantasy's of how you want to live your life
Accepting all the challenges that come your way to dim your light
Taking cortisone to the brain
Double the dose to numb the pain
Bleeding hopeful thoughts that leave me clinically insane
When they prosecuted me for all the bullshit lies they claimed
Man its crazy cuz they'll make you sit there and listen to then try to convince you you crazy
But I already know I'm crazy yo
That's why I be hearing the voices in my head
So when they tell me to speak I say
Am I good to go
Im hearin' voices (voices) in my head
The angel on my shoulders beggin' me to resist
So many choices (choices) which one should I make
But the devil on my shoulder's got me tempted to break
There's a story that lies
When it looks you dead in the eyes
When it says that greatness don't exist in both your shoulder angels cries
Seeming hopeless for revenge while betraying satisfied amends
One man fortified the gap between hell and heaven
Here's the story
Wrath is a habit that you carry in a backpack
And never take it out even when it makes you back track
Hunger causes pain but you shouldn't feel ashamed
When you fill yourself up before you bow your head and pray
You can be proud of what you've done but don't forget the other ones
Who've help along the way even if they spit up on your name
If you want it you can't have it
If you want it you don't need it
Cuz your heart is always wrong fight your feelings till their gone
F*ck being happy do what you're made to do
Life's too good to let your talent get away from you
Material things don't last
Live in the moment not in the past
Engaging in physical intimacy
Uncontrollable thoughts are devouring me
And its pulling me holding me making me scream
But my cries out for help can't be heard not with all of these
Voices (voices) in my head
The angel on my shoulders beggin' me to resist
So many choices (choices) which one should I make
But the devil on my shoulder's got me tempted to break
With all these voices (voices) in my head
The angel on my shoulders beggin' me to resist
So many choices (choices) which one should I make
But the devil on my shoulder's got me tempted to break