Alone in My Thoughts Video (MV)

These are just my thoughts you know
Sometimes i don't really know how to feel
Let me know if you down that you down for real
And if they come for me are you down to kill
Because how they did nipsey got me drowned for real
I almost shed a tear but i don't think i can feel
And this world f*cked up i don't know if it's real
You gotta keep a gun or you the one to get killed
I use to play ball i use to run me a drill
But now they in the hood running drills for real
I use to cut school grill cheese on the grill
Me white mike roulie v watching film
Always use to argue who the best with the pill
And now we all know it's Lebron for real
Niggas is snakes they would wet you like bishop did steel
And we can't move to bel-air we don't got uncle Phil
I mean the only way we leaving if we get us a mill
But even with some mills you can still get killed
I mean look at 2pac look at biggie and triple x
Now days niggas gotta go bulletproof the lex
Now days niggas argue who they think is next
Until you find out nobody know for real
Top down in the winter that's the coldest chill
And everybody know that I'm cold for real
Never ran never will but i don't come from the ville
I come from Fort Greene where niggas kill where they build
I come from where they snitch make a nigga get locked up
Niggas do they time come home shoot your block up
Everybody shooting now they think they ibaka
Everybody shooting now they think they ibaka yea yea
Free my cousin kih he been locked up for about half his life
Been through so much wrong we don't even know how the f*ck we can do right
Everybody with you and against you at the same time how that's life
Nigga how that's right yea yea
Let me know if you down that you down for real
And if they come for me are you down to kill
Because how they did nipsey got me drowned for real
I almost shed a tear but i don't think i can feel
And this world f*cked up i don't know if it's real
You gotta keep a gun or you the one to get killed
I use to play ball i use to run me a drill
But now they in the hood running drills for real
I use to cut school grill cheese on the grill
Me white mike roulie v watching film
Always use to argue who the best with the pill
And now we all know it's Lebron for real
Niggas is snakes they would wet you like bishop did steel
And we can't move to bel-air we don't got uncle Phil
I mean the only way we leaving if we get us a mill
But even with some mills you can still get killed